I was gone for a while!
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Good lord i left this poor website alone for a while didnt i! to be truly honest just lost alot of motivation to write on here, alot happened. Apart from rushing my dad to hospital with my stepmother due to a spontanous searing pain in his chest causeing him to scream the whole 40 minute drive there while i had to stand up in the back of the car pressing both hands down onto his chest as hard as i can because at least it somewhat helps the pain, im good!
the worst part was the arriving at the hospital and realising they couldnt help him, it wasnt life threatening he was simply screaming in pain and begging for it to stop.