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I was gone for a while!

[W]IN-DEPTH DESCRIPTION OF A BAD EMERGENCY ROOM VISIT

Good lord i left this poor website alone for a while didnt i! to be truly honest just lost alot of motivation to write on here, alot happened. Apart from rushing my dad to hospital with my stepmother due to a spontanous searing pain in his chest causeing him to scream the whole 40 minute drive there while i had to stand up in the back of the car pressing both hands down onto his chest as hard as i can because at least it somewhat helps the pain, im good!

the worst part was the arriving at the hospital and realising they couldnt help him, it wasnt life threatening he was simply screaming in pain and begging for it to stop.

OKAY ITS BEEN LIKE A MONTH SINCE THEN IT REALLY HAS BEEN A WHILE!! IM NOT DEAD

i wrote that about two months ago now, and its been horrendous downs and small ups from there, its been rough but after all of it, i just came back from a wonderful trip with close friends which was so awesome, also its halloween!!! halloween post!!

ive got horrendously important exams coming up and my week of off sixth form is almost over, but after this trip i kind of feel ready? ive been to the doctors a few times since my last post and im getting another assessment to see if i can get medication, so i think, everything may be okay soon

sorry this post is a bit all over the place, just wanna get into the habit of doing this again, hope anyone who is reading this is well